I couldn't bring myself to hurt her.. Yet, I did.
I broke up with Adriana. I didn't want to do that, she's so cute and innocent. She really loved me and even waited since last year. I didn't want to break her heart yet I did. I hesitated for ages. I asked her for break up twice. And twice, she cried. The 3rd time, we finally broke up. Now she's sad, she hates me.

I don't know what to do. Wish she is the one that ask me for break up and not vice versa. Though this isn't the first time I break a girl's heart, I still feel guilty. Every single time something bad happens, my thought would be "just get used to it". But breaking a girl's heart isn't something anyone or even I can get used to. It makes me feel so bad, so guilty. What should be done to make her feel better?

Sarah say "ignore all her sms, calls and leave her alone so she won't bother about you anymore", but isn't there a faster antidote to cure heartache?

My heart is filled with guilt. Let her get over me soon. Please.